Much To Learn

 


A Fanfic by Sandy Youko

 


 

It had been a cold night. There was no moon up the cloudy and stormy sky, and wind blew continuously, filling the air with the rustling sound of Autumn leaves.

Hiei was atop one branch of a huge maple tree, watching the lit room through its open window, sadly and silently.

Hiei knew  how much Kurama  has wished for him to come in, to talk, to stay the night. But the Youkai resisted. They hadn't yet shared an appropriate moment to talk over what had happened at the Kubikukuri Hotel.

None of their friends had left them by themselves a single moment during the crossing back to Tokyo. And after the arrival, Hiei had insisted on avoiding company, skipping away from them all in one of the sudden displacements of air that were his trademark. For days Hiei had painstakingly resisted the fierce urge driving him, commanding him to reach for Kurama and just let it all happen.

Hiei had bravely fought the maddening impulse. His whole small yet strong body would tense as the urge to take possession of Kurama's beauty with endless kisses and caresses increased, day after day. Sometimes Hiei would  even have to swallow hard and struggle for breath, trying to calm down at the mere thought of his friend's adorable figure. His distressed half-Koorime mind had been filled with the most torturing desire, and yet even more torturing doubts. The vows and the first kiss they had shared seemed so distant, so unreal... Hiei could not believe it anymore.

How could someone as powerful, confident and beautiful as Kurama be attracted to such a small, wicked and blunt Youkai like himself? Hiei was sure the Fox hadn't really meant it... It had been the heat of the moment; a passing crush.

 

As for Hiei... He truly worshipped his Youko friend. There was no trace of doubt in his mind about it.

Hiei would watch over Kurama from a distance, although not daring to join him,day and night. And whenever he gazed at his redhead friend, longingly and protectively, he would quiver at the sharp and throbbing pain puncturing his chest and his dark Youkai soul.

For three long and chilly nights Hiei had remained alone, in pain and sorrow, as he sat astride one of the branches, hidden deep within the darkened foliage of the maple tree by Kurama's bedroom window. He would rest his elbow on a bent knee and let his head come down on a clenched fist. And his whole body would tremble as a violent rush of unfulfilled desire hit him everytime Kurama came into sight.

Once in a while Kurama would walk to the window, bend over the windowsill and stare out into darkness, as if looking for something... Or someone... And Hiei could see the green eyes sparkling mildly in the dimness, as Kurama's lips would move softly in a voiceless plea, expecting his words to be read, not heard...

Hiei could easily read the fox's lips, and the message had been the same night after night: "Come to me, Hiei, I need you by my side, I feel so alone without you, let's share the night, come and make love to me..."

Yes, naturally Kurama had always acknowledged his presence. The fox could hear him, could detect his scent and even sense his You-ki.

Hiei had not abandoned his hiding place, despite all the yearning pleas.

Even by the time the lights were switched off, Hiei kept his vigil. He remained carefully on guard, thankful for the window conveniently open, although too fearful to sneak in. Later still, after the city's noisy echoes had faded, and silence covered the neighborhood like a ghostly blanket, Hiei's sensitive Youkai ears would perceive Kurama's smooth breathing; this was the sound which lulled him into a haunted, painful sleep.

This evening somehow, Kurama ignored his books and lessons. As he entered, he walked straight to the window, leaning his body onto the sill, bending outwards as much as possible without affecting his balance.

Hiei breathed hard as his eyes met those shining green jewels. And he winced a little when he realized Kurama was staring him, somehow sensing his exact location.

Hiei sighed painfully when he noticed that Kurama's eyes glistened with tears...

"Why are you hiding, Hiei? You know I can sense you there. Why are you torturing me like this?"

Hiei's answer was plain silence.

"Why don't you talk to me? What have I done? Don't be cruel to me, my love..."

Hiei grunted, coming forward in slow, watchful steps. He jumped from the branch to the windowsill, leaping in. And he stood with his back to Kurama, eyes cast toward the floor, and fists firmly clenched tight against his body to disguise his trembling fingers.

"What do you want from me, Fox?" Hiei asked, feigning harsh carelessness at Kurama's worried expression.

"I want to be with you. What's wrong, Hiei? Why are you avoiding me?"

Gods... Kurama's voice was faint with sadness and yet was so sweet. Hiei turned his head just a little, taking a glimpse at his friend, yet trying not to meet his eyes directly. Kurama grew even more beautiful and sensuous in his sorrow.

Kurama brushed the tip of his fingers on his wet eyelashes, gulping, holding back his crying.

"Aren't we friends anymore? I missed you..."

Hiei could feel Kurama's eyes on him, yet he wouldn't turn back, as he knew he would loose all his self control.

"I've been around like I said ."

"I know, I sensed you. Why didn't you come in? "

"Much to do." Hiei answered, although he knew Kurama would never fall for such stupid excuse; but it had been all he could come up with...

"I thought we'd be together and talk it over."

"Talk? Got no time for talking."

"We need to talk about what we feel, Hiei..."

Hiei shook his bowed head in a slow, hesitating motion, gnashing his fangs and then taking a full and deep breath...

"You know I don't like much chatting, Fox..."

Hiei would not perceive the sneaking approach as Kurama reached out for him, treacherous and and insidious as a real fox aiming its prey...

"Then I guess I'll have to show you..."

And Hiei was caught up, wrapped by slender yet strong arms as Kurama snuggled against him. The Youkai could easily dodge, force himself free, leave the embrace and flee... But he would not do it... He gulped in surprise and his muscles stiffened up despite the soothing pleasure of friend's touch. He fought for control, remaining calm and unmoved as Kurama's hands slid from his shoulders down to his chest, lightly and yet excitingly...

Kurama squeezed his palms against the firm mounds of muscle on Hiei's chest, bringing himself closer to the Youkai.

"Will you let me show you my love, Hiei ?"

With eyes closed, biting lips not to gasp aloud, Hiei merged into Kurama's warmth entirely. The Fox rested his weight delicately on his friend's smaller body, and his breathing made Hiei's ear tickle deliciously... Kurama grabbed the slim waist, enveloping the Fire Demoni with his arms and hips, making him growl his lust. Hiei could sense, dazzled, the tormenting flow within his veins and limbs as excitement reached him. His face seemed to be on fire; he blushed intensely, noticing the hardening desire growing beneath his pants. He couldn't fight it... He bit his lip harder, trying to call pain to fight the need.

Kurama kissed the spiky top of his Youkai's head, his hands smashing the fabric of his black cloak as he caressed the firm and  muscled abdomen.

"It can't happen, Kurama... "

Kurama's whispering voice hissed at the Youkai's ear, and a light kiss on his cheek followed...

"Why?"

Silence fell on them, as Hiei heaved a long and painful sigh. Kurama nuzzled his loved one's hair.

" It just won't work out. I even tried to forget you. But something hurts bad in my chest when I'm away from you."

"It's because you miss me just as much as I miss you, baka..." Kurama added contentedly.

"Fuck, Kurama! Why did you do this to me? This agony is driving me crazy!"

Kurama held tight, noticing Hiei was trying to avoid his embrace. He forced Hiei to turn on his heels and face him. The Redhead smiled, and offered Hiei an alluring gaze, the brightest green glinting in his eyes. Hiei would not need to speak aloud his need, loneliness and fear... Kurama could perceive it in his eyes, his body language. A Youko could easily perceive the gruesome and sticky smell of fear...

"I can relieve your agony, Hiei."

"Yeah? How? "

"Just trust me... "

Kurama cupped Hiei's face with his hands, bending over him, holding him so he would not pull back, and kissed his thin pink lips fondly.

Hiei's body tensed; his breath stopped as he held Kurama tightly, when a burst of sheer pleasure grew within his body. He moaned, getting dizzy, feeling limp, as Kurama's mouth covered and engulfed his own, and their tongues touched, rubbing in a damp and encircling dance. Kurama's hands came down, expertingly touching Hiei's body, sensing, and his thigh rubbed against his partner's hard sex.
 

Hiei fought back and Kurama conceded, letting go. Both had to take a moment, panting for breath... The Youkai  blushed even more, embarassed at his own excitement, and Kurama winked at him.

" Feel better now? " Kurama asked him in a frisky smile, still rubbing Himseff against Hiei in a most instigating way.

"In fact you just made matters worse, Fox... "

Kurama giggled, amused at Hiei's tense expression and rueful voice... Now he must give the poor Youkai release... He leaned down for another kiss, but Hiei raised a hand, pulling him back very gently.

"Kurama, I have never done it to anyone."

"Don't worry Hiei. There's always a first time."

And Kurama gently brushed the tips of his soft fingers to Hiei's blushing cheeks, smiling in the sweetest way.

"I have never ... I mean, not even to myself..."

Kurama hushed him mildly, delighted at the idea that Hiei, brave enough to slay the deadliest enemy Youkai in a blink, was so terrified about sharing sex... How typical of Hiei; to be a virgin demon...

He kissed Hiei's lips; a noisy smack.

"It will be my first time as well. I 've done it before only as Youko..." Kurama leaned to speak close to his ear. "But I must confess I played a lot. Fantasizing on you..."

Kurama reached for Hiei's hand, bringing it to his lips, and closed his eyes as he kissed the calloused palm, slithering his tongue onto it in circles... And he sucked at his index finger, licking and tasting it, moving his tongue all around, up and down the rough skin. Hiei was so startled and aroused at it that had not noticed the fox had been pulling him, bringing him towards the bed in a smooth and sliding motion.

Hiei could not resist the seductive pull, letting Kurama lead him until they sat by the edge of the bed, knees touching, hands interlaced as they faced one another in delighted expectation.

Kurama reached out and stripped the white scarf off Hiei, throwing it aside. Then his slender fingers inspected the black cloak, searching the opening and unfolding it, pulling it down Hiei's shoulders, as he moved a little to help set his arms free.

Hiei smiled shyly as Kurama inclined onto his chest, brushing his soft red mane on his skin. The Fox licked one of his small, pink nipples. Hiei bent over Kurama then, his fingers diving into the vast, rose-scented mass of hair, offering more of himself. Hiei closed his eyes then, to taste better the new pleasure reaching his senses.

Kurama licked, kissed, his tongue spreading its damp warmth onto Hiei's chest. The redhead bit lightly the tip of the pretty pink circles and reached for Hiei's waist; one hand blindly unbuckling his belts, the other patting and pressing at the hard pulsating heat in his groin.

"Aaah... " Hiei breathed in, stiffened in torment, as he felt Kurama's soft hand invading his pants and holding his shaft within his palm and fingers, reaching out and rubbing the sensitive and damp skin at the tip...

Kurama stifled Hiei's moaning with another kiss. A deep, avid kiss, which would not let the Youkai pant or breathe, as at the same time the fox pumped the his partner's huge and iron-hard penis, very slowly...

Hiei grabbed his partner's red sidelocks, begging him; to stop, to continue, anything able to put an end to the most pleasant agony he could ever imagine... He wanted to scream, but their tongues danced, and their breath was hot and forceful as they devoured and drank one another.

Hiei felt Kurama's tongue touching his fangs, as their teeth would collide in crackling wet sounds, and Hiei suckled pleasurably, tasting the sweetness of his fox's mouth...

He moaned something, the sound muffled by their long-winded kissing. But Kurama could understand: Yes, it was good, and he wanted more... His satisfied smile touched Hiei's lips, softening the pressure a little...

Kurama pressed harder on the taut and hot member, pumped it tighter, and Hiei immediately parted lips in a mute cry. Kurama went deeper on him, his lips forcing entrance into the cute Youkai's mouth. The redhead met his lover's tongue, keping it firm within his lips, pulling it inside his own mouth and sucking hard at it...

Hiei's breathing went berzerk. He panted heavily, and the throbbing pleasurable pain in his swollen member grew. A dazzling  shiver shook his small body all up, and Kurama held him caressingly, trying to calm him down. He was too close to coming...

The embrace loosened a little, and they parted lips.

"By all the damned Demons in Makai! Where did you learn this kind of thing.? "

" Centuries of experience... " Kurama answered in one of those foxy side smiles he reserved for Hiei only. And he winked again. " Just wait... I'm gonna kiss you even better..."

Hiei smiled softly at the delicious promise the fox had just made, and lay down, drawing breath in, and trying to help as Kurama hastily tugged off his black boots and trousers. Hiei blushed, and could not avoid a gesture to try to reach and cover himself. He had never been naked before anyone... But Kurama did not let him, straddling his ankles and bending towards him, with such an enticing smile.

"You're so beautiful, Hiei... Don't hide..."

Hiei turned his head, so embarrassed he could not face Kurama. His heart pounded fast as pleasure tickled his every nerve, and he smiled softly to himself "Beautiful? Kurama is indeed some crazy fox..."

He inhaled all the air he could, holding it in as Kurama's incredibly delicate and smooth hands started touching his abdomen, the sensitive skin of his inner thights, the thin black fur growing in his groin, his tense balls. And as he let the air out, he groaned...

His eyes grew wide as he faced Kurama and noticed what he would be up to... The redhead came down on him, his pretty mouth wide open, his pinkish wet tongue darting out...

And Hiei gulped in a constricted cry as Kurama took his shaft into his mouth deeply, sucking at it in feverish hunger.

Every muscle in his small body tensed at the same time, in aching yet pleasurable pressure. The cascading hair falling on him and caressing his thighs and balls, the wet warmth he was enveloped in, the delicious softness, the pressure of the small, fast tongue, the sharp hardness of the teeth, the warm flow as Kurama sucked and swallowed...

Hiei looked at the Fox, and moaned very softly, lightheaded but yet willing to see, to witness in order to believe such incredible delight was really happening... His breathing became short and brisk and he propped himself on an elbow, totally drawn. Hiei delicately pushed some of the red flowing hair to the side, so he could stare at it all. And he watched, amazed, bewildered, chewing lips to avoid the short muffled cries, as Kurama engulfed him completely, sucking, coming and going, harder and faster...

 His lover's tongue danced around the tip of his penis, played at the slit, rubbed all along its length, moved in maddening circles around his girdle...

And then Hiei could not hold it anymore. It was a jolt of fierce pleasure.... It was a shock reaching him from the tips of his spiky hairs to his toes, and Hiei shook in a convulsive gasp as Kurama sucked even harder...

Hiei choked, trying to restrain a scream as he felt Kurama's hands encircling him, massaging tightly. His seed erupted violently, in a vibrating pulse, and felt dazed, emptied and limp.

Hiei had to let out a long, hoarse cry then. He felt Kurama sucking it all, swallowing it thirstily, and his small, spent body shivered in a final trembling wave as he let go completely, closing his eyes, breathing deeply.

Hiei could feel Kurama moving on him, cuddling his waist, and as the fox moved onto him, the luxuriant red mane covered and caressed his thighs and sex protectively. Gentle hands reached out for him, as the fox slid against his body. Hiei breathed in and savored the smooth and damp touch as Kurama's delicious tongue intruded past his lips again, in a slow but ardent kiss. And Hiei smiled again, noticing how differently the fox's mouth tasted this time.

He pulled back a little, and laughed - A loud, wild laugh. Kurama did not even mind if Shiori could hear it. It was such a precious moment. Kurama just enjoyed Hiei's laughter, so espontaneous and warm. The Youkai must have had a hell of a good time...

"What happened?"

Hiei caressed his partner's beautiful face with his rough fingers, still keeping a contented smile in his lips.

"You're crazy, d'ya know? "

"Crazy for you..."

"How did you come up with such a crazy kind of kiss? "

Kurama offered his partner a delighted yet malicious smirk and licked his own lips, tasting ...

"It's called a Fox kiss."

"Well, seems I've got much to learn. Care to show me some more? "

Kurama chuckled mildly, and stared at Hiei as his green eyes shimmered with the purest happiness. Funny... His urge for Hiei had been so intense he had no time for anything else - he still wore his school uniform, smudged and crumpled up by then. His fingers ran along the shirt, unbuttoning slowly... He had no idea, yet, how to explain to his mother how his uniform could turn into such a mess over such a short period of time.

But it was no time to worry about that.

"I'm gonna show you everything there is, my love..."

And they embraced one another again, kissing passionately, eyes shut, hands lost in warm and longing caresses and hearts full of loving hopes. They would have a lifetime ahead... Together.

 

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 The End

 

Characters are proprierty of Yoshihiro Togashi, Fuji TV, Shueisha, Jump Comics, and Studio Pierrot. The events portrayed are not necessarilly present in the original series Yu Yu Hakusho

 

 

 

 

 

 

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